Do you ever find yourself clueless? Just when I think something is going just fine and things might be able to get a little better but I am happy with the way things are going, I find out that it is all a joke. A huge slap in the face. It just makes me rethink things. I mean if you think that you can be happy you try to be happy. But if you think that you are happy and someone else says they are miserable it brings you down as well. It also doesn't help when that person always says the same thing about not being happy or how things will never work. It feels as if I am the only person that is clueless. I thought I was happy until words hurt.
