I am having such a confusing week. I had my first job interview in years and I felt it went good but you never know. I don't really want to go back to work yet. I feel like I have so much to do in getting help for my son that it is just going to take up my time and that is what is important to me. It's important for me to work because we need the extra money and at the same time it is so important that I help my son. He has ADHD and has violent outburst. In all honesty I don't think my husband handles it the way that he should because he just doesn't understand how his brain functions. Life has been hard dealing with him and even in the moments of wanting to give up I know that I never could.